You made me alone or was I Unaccompanied Before & Always.??

Once having the sparkling eyes bursting with smiles

I was the happiest person

With no pain of being alone within!

Contended i was all the way round

Certainly not shouted in soreness, never yell in trepidation!!!

Then you came or illusion I felt,

Things I enjoyed or you used me for fun!

First you made me feel elevated

Then why you left me betrayed and broken hearted.

Without asking me you contemplated me all right

Without even caring you found my pretended face fine!!!

Don’t be deceived by my face or my acts

As you have no idea

What is life, filled with pain?

Delimited by darkness, despair and inundated with disgrace

Its life of clamours with no one to blame!!

I live in a place that is yet unseen

Holding all the traumatized dreams

With no end in sight

I abode in a dream with no hope for fulfillment

I live a life without any bit of excitement

My life is full of sorrow with each day filed with misery

I breathe a life with broken heart and despair!!!

But

Damn

You never realize and you won’t ever do

My life is mine alone, and I have to admit it too

I will be the person with seclusion more and more

 With no one there to hear my cries that will last evermore!!!