Another New Year, Do Resolution really work?

Just another 31st December and like many other fleeting years, 2013 will soon turn out to be a lasting memory in few hours, when the fresh sunlight of 2014 will embrace the world. Years come and go and no doubt will keep the trend continue but in between what we do, how we live, become memories..The idea of this blog came, when I asked someone to change something and he replied, few days, will do it from January 1st. So, before we bring the curtains down and wish each other happy new year, let me also think some do over, I would make in 2014.

January 1st is generally considered an all together different day and almost each one of us is supposed to kick off something which we are not so interested to do on any other calendar date. Accordingly, animating the ongoing trend and with the same kind of temptation to start New Year with bang, I also thought every possible thing, I should do in the coming year. Should I improve myself better? Should I reorganize the paths, I chose for myself? In short, I was supposed to ponder only on what should I do on 1st Jan itself, that would result in to a certainly a better year ahead.

But soon I realized, possibly with these such beliefs, I started the journey of 2013 also. Perhaps, I made many promises to be fulfilled in the long span of 365 days. But when all those 12 months are about to pass, I wondered, how many such resolutions I kept, how many promises I followed and when my mind is wandering to make such new resolutions, the thing pinches is-

Since the time, I started knowing the connotation of resolutions; I have made hundred of promises on 1st Jan and have broken them as well. So, why the 2014 would be different?  If changing oneself was actually so easy, we would have earned a long fan following until now. But, no, it’s not easy at all.  I realize, 1 st Jan 2014 also can’t be a voucher to a healthier living and obviously why should it be?  Isn’t it just another calendar date that comes after 31st and are not we all going to follow the same routine, doing the same chores on Jan 1st too?. So, why do all of us are so focused to bring out some changes in ourselves on 1st Jan only. Why not Feb 1st, March 1st and any other date of 12 months calendar. If changing oneself is persistent, I think people should start this from their b’day, at least they smear a new year in their life and we can count them too.

When, the 2013 is about to pass, if I figure out, perhaps I did many thing in the last year, which I should not have done, I sheltered many dreams away and opened gates to new ones. I made many wrong decisions, which if not made; life would have been different. So is this what, I resolutioned on 1st day of 2013, perhaps no.

In fact, there is no genuine revamp in life. And if the rest 364 days are going to be same, why should we give control of our life to Jan 1st only. Can’t we start anything new on any date; do we really need any particular date to alter ourselves? We can do it anytime, we want to do. Indeed taking recontrol of our life can be started this moment.

Though, refurbishment of life might not be held true, but do you really think that keep repeating the similar mistake again, just waiting New Year to stop you is right?Do you really need a new year to inhale a new life in to you?Well, you truly don’t need 1st Jan to revolutionize yourself and as the history showcases, you never did. It’s time to impede you from the justifications and senseless resolutions.

You can start today, you can start now.As it is not at all too delayed to embark on, it’s not at all too early to be perfect!!  “ 

The Old year has faded, the New Year has come
In between, what we did, become the memories awesome
We don’t care, until it pinch
We don’t change, until it entail
We party until the dreams are derelict
We curse the life until it offers new wing
We love, we hate, we fear
That's the burden of another year
So, lets the life keep going on
Let’s, cheer the year, lets fade the fear!!”

Recibimiento 2K14
Adieu 2K13.....

And at the End ….

You need to pave your trip alone,

No matter, if the whole clan was meant to escort you!

 You need to craft your conduits alone,

No matter, if the deity was commended to execute for you!

 You need to pick your trail alone,

No matter, if your leaders were supposed to perform for you!

 You need to impede the winds alone,

No matter, if your companions were entrusted to walk with you!

Drizzling, frost or autumn,

The life is yours alone

Yes a time comes when,

Even being delimited by people

It’s the life you need to live alone.

Alone, Alone, Alone

As you was born alone

As, you will die alone,

 It’s the vital ride of living,

You need to cross alone.!!!

Shopping in 2030, Imaginations do wonders – Lets figure out

Shopping is an expression which crafts an all together different feeling, eagerness or appetite in each human heart irrespective of the age factor and more surprisingly when it is mingled with imagination , I need not to explain, how radically thrilling it will be?

Since the time, I started sensing the literal mean of shopping; the same has transformed itself immeasurably. Not so long ago. Whenever the idea of shopping used to come in our mind, we imagined going to a market where so many shops, sellers would welcome you with different -2 products and you need to approach a particular shop for the things you desire to take home. But now, either calls it globalization effects or technological advancement, the concept of shopping has changed a lot. On one hand, shopping malls have progressively surpassed the single commodity market, on other side, online shopping or e-shopping has made its foothold alongside conventional shopping.

It is 2013 and no one can deny the blessings of internet technology which made it possible to purchase the things sitting at home. Obviously we should be very grateful to the e- shopping sites like e-bay and lot more which let us shop within minutes with variety of options to choose from.  Few clicks and your shopping is done. No wastage of time and no tension of bargaining. You need not to go anywhere and life seems so easy. And it is very apparent that within 10 or 20 years, online shopping will come out as a big mean of purchase as busyness or laziness whatever case will push us to sit at home and let the things drive human kind.

But when it comes specifically to imagine the concept of shopping in 2030, it takes us on utterly singular prospect, because imagination has no limits, its deeper then sea and higher then sky and above all, human imagination is most dangerous things ever.

I am sure, at the first glance of this question; many of people will take themselves in totally different world where robots are doing their all tasks, digitalisation all around and world is digitalized with wearable technology ahead of the age of small screens, though Smartphone, tab will still be there but with some more advancements. All will be enduringly connected with digitally connected glasses, watches and contact lenses and lot more. Where you need not to even click, you just command and your shopping is done.

Alongside, there is surely a group of people who will think about expansion of traditional shopping with superior shopping malls, where though they need to shop walking in the store, personalized references will be the principle influence of their buying decision.

Well, coming to my imagination of shopping in 2030, I being practical say that although 2030 will mark huge transformation in the shopping ways in form of digitalization, the traditional means of shopping will still be there alongside. Yes, it is true, the dependency on online purchasing will be higher but we can’t leave the other side of coin unseen which says, mass of the population does not trust the e- shopping concept. They doubt the payment mode; they still don’t accept the trustworthiness of online sites and their means of selling things. It’s acceptable that mindset of people is changing, but the very question is how much? We need to admit the fact that crowd still like to go for traditional shopping stores, where they can look, judge, try the stuff personally and then take them home after being fully satisfied.

However, it may happen that with population increasing at a rapid pace and limited area to survive, there will not be enough space to build new shopping malls and people will gravitate towards online shopping, but saying the complete digitalization will not be true. And in the country like India, where hardly 1/10 people go for online shopping, the conventional shopping will still be on top, as here people not only willing to observe look, ambience, presentation, but quality and quantity also matter a lot. And, it is masses we talk about, so shopping in 2030 will be both online and traditional.

Nevertheless, shopping in 2030 will exclusively be different concept and it may be even like that, where our imagination can’t reach right now. As my imagination say, it may be like that we even won’t need to click, we would just fix our eyes on the desired thing and it will be ours, the virtual screen will talk with us directly. It may be like that you need eye glasses, the virtual screen asks few questions and figure out your eye number and in few minutes, your specs are at your hand.

So to sum up, whet will be there in 2030, it’s all about future and future is unknown puzzle and as people say, let it be future, otherwise present will seem boring. So, until we get a clue,

Keep Guessing and keep shopping along with keep smiling J 

Another independence day- Do the years will pass away just like this?

India -- the sense of being Indian fills up my heart with a fortitude to transform my country from what it is to what it should be but many of us despite having the same feeling, could not do a bit to make India a better place to live in. The reason is very simple as the nightmare of making India, a world power in each of vicinities dies everyday when the news channels unveil the myth of happy India and showcases the factual despondent India to us.

Well, today is Independence day- the 67^th independence day of India. Not to be surprised 66 years of liberated India have been passed but the very question arises, where we are and where we needed to be in this long span of time period?

It needs not to be portraying as how many efforts it took to make India liberal and set it free. The resist which began in 1857 resulted out in a countrywide independence movement and made India free on 15 august 1947.  How the freedom was perceived that time by our freedom fighters is well elaborated in our very first Prime minister’s Tryst with destiny speech. By the speech he wanted to let the Indian be acquainted with the fact that the event marked the start of a new era of escape from the British colonizers that took place in India for more than 200 years. 

I am sure at that time, Nehru ji surely dreamt of a India that will no more endure the slavery of any align element. He definitely reveried that The India which got free after so many sacrifices will maintain its liberalization as it is forever.

But Are we free???
I don’t think so
No doubt India has transformed itself from emerging in to Emerged economy. The increasing literacy rate, the pace of industrialization, all sound nice in the context of India. The statistics of qualified engineers, doctors, managers are increasing at a steady rate. The numbers of human resourcse are increasing in India. Moreover, despite having resources crisis, our cohort did not overlook the great BHbaha/ Aryabhat and we are able to preserve our position in Science and technology. We are still ahead of many others when it comes to maintain the culture and values of ancient country.

Yet, In spite of so many positivity, if we look in to the map, we will find,India is only left with English speaking terrain of billionaire entrepreneurs, wrangling politicians and outrage prone actors enjoying their luxury life in AC rooms. If an effort is made to look outside these ac rooms in to the narrow streets of country, no revelation, the actual India will welcome you with the depression, it is wearing. 

Be it economy or politics of India, all are going down. The youth don’t want to be part of politics as it has become very filthy and the pity thing is all of us even while knowing the condition, don’t do any bit to reduce its dirt.This, the weakened government in the history of India will certainly put down the sincere efforts made by freedom fighters. 
  
The politicians have perhaps forgot the combined efforts of fighters of many separate philosophies to make India free , in fact  they are much busy in discussing the internal politics issues - why the offence is done in the present government . They do not take a bit to know how to reduce that offence.The current scenario of UPA government and many oppositions are perfect example of this burning problem. The less secure system ad weak government is making outsiders to drop interest in our currency as the real value of rupee is falling down and all credit goes to our supreme politicians.

Who will take care of this?
Our prime minister, our president, who have given another brilliant speech on this day? 
.They all say what India has achieved but damn, no one gave explanation, why could not India achieve, what was aimed?

NO matter how many years have passed since our independence, we are still trapped in the cage of poor politics, poverty and corruption. The real devotion is needed badly now. It is the time when the Indian people call for the same honesty, bravery and sensibility to each other and their country so that the soul of nation stays corruption free.

Well, I am not pointing out any discrepancy; I am also not talking about any excellence. All I want is to have a better India as what it could be.
All, I want is to make you all realize the actual India for which many lives lost. 
I also don’t want to let go away the respect, sprit of patriotism after the day ends.
So on this day of 67^th Independence Day, Let’s take a vow of keeping the fortitude of nationalism sweltering inside every true Indian, until we succeed in making India a corrupt free economy.

Jai hind

Yet Another Evening But with Entirely Different Prospect

It was 6.30 in evening, A Sunday evening without fun& frolic generally seems incomplete as it is the only time that is considered to be spent with friends and family chit chatting, hanging around and having fun. But unlike to any other who was actually proving meaning to this evening, there was me, to whom, this sunset was very tranquil and monotonous akin to any other working day evening. I was having P.D. in my hand and to be very honest, even after turning on 100 pages, I could memorize not even a single word of this magazine, perhaps my mind was not with me. And then happened another unusual thing,

Even after making up my mind up not to write again, I saw my hands running on paper and after this it went on. Writing- Aha, my all time favorite passion, I think, it has some ingrained magnetism as it was again forcing me to excavate all the suppressed feeling once I concealed. All the ideas which always wanted to come outside and just because of my bolshie wish could not get a chance to breath, were almost on the paper. It seemed like my obstinacies lost to my passion of writing.

I was sitting in the room all alone. A room with west facing always gives you a chance to witnessing the drowning sun in to dusk. The orangey sky was looking very beautiful and unwantedly wrapped my mind with so many thoughts. Well, hopelessly a strong wish to engrave all the ideas on paper, I was keeping on writing… Writing..

It was making me fanatical; I just wanted to pour all the bits and pieces resting in my mind and heart on paper

I just wished to lay every fancy I wanted to execute earlier

I desired to scratch all the arguments, I felt to do with my friend previously.

I aspired to show all my anger, which I obscured before

And then I realized, what I am heading towards, what I am wandering for and even after writing so much of stuff, I was blank, where to start?

Another atypical thing happened as soon as I apprehended a ray of brightness on paper and I looked around. It was nothing but the light of my room, which was switched on by my sister. This means, I was lost this much that I didn’t even give a damn to darkness but end well, all well.

 The gleam of that radiance left a question in me.      

Have I transformed my happy go lucky life in to a tedious and deadly existence? Of course the answer was affirmed. Than another question that took my breath away.

Did I really need this transformation?  And Don’t I need to reform it again?

Believe me; MY thought procedure got changed that moment. I realized, it all was going wrong. I was just wasting my precious & beautiful life just because of the tenderness, prevailing.

It was time to decide anything worth, it was time to uncover all the desires, I had suppressed.

            The sun was almost in the lap of dusk now but unlike the dark covering day’s existence, my survival was giving my life new meaning. Yes I have to do it all again,

A new start, a new beginning with hopes to revive all the pleasure, I ever wanted in my life, shunning all the disappointments.

Perhaps. Things had changed because I found myself going outside the home. I was driving with all fun, which I used to shun before.

Wish to maintain my hopes alive.

Well many of us are trapped in the same predicament, Soreness has snatched all their zeal and they just sit at home alone with no hope to revive life again. To all of them, few lines I have to say-

Witnessing that blonde tint, blazing in the west

A gleam of glow enlightened my hope, offered me a gist

A sun that was about to set, elucidated my inner quest by

Excelling my hearts gate to trounce lives fade

Awake and realize that

A sun that burns for the rest

 Time to be transform like that

Time to achieve forbidden glory

Of the live which is gloomy

You are the human on operation

With sublime gracious motivation

Stand up and fight back

To get back all which was forbidden.

The drowning sun will rise in another place

So lets the hidden dreams unwrap on another date.!!

There is no mean of time-expelled contentment

What is life bursting of surprises?
Where pleasure comes after the countless cries.

There is no exuberance now in unfolding the clandestine,
As, a way of unfurling is now lifeless and obnoxious.

They say,Let the life unwraps its next chapter,
But what’s the worth of divulge, when desires have already blistered.

When things appear so close to seize,
Why holding them forever is retort unbearable.

On an intuitive road, a walk might seem calm,
But as soon as a distance is traversed, destination falls more apart.

When it is good to drizzle in raining, blossom in spring
It’s best to behold the things, when they are desired

Time goes on and in no way comes back,
The imaginings, hopes, desires evaporate, when does not congregate on time

Even time barred debt is called bad,
Then what would you call a reverie spurting after spring lasts?

There is no mean to live a superfluous life with optimism to meet dreams for a while
As it is analogous to death certain but covered under drape

God

If you call it a just right phenomenon to sprint this human race,
Let me correct you in this sophisticated world of mine

You are mistaken and your are defendant,
As it is not the life what your children ever wish to subsist. 

Let us see the episodes of life when we have fancy to unfold 
Then only it will be a way to prove its worth,
Please offer your clemency on us before the desires last forever,
Like dribbled seeds never aimed to reap again.!!!!

Love - A Mystery, A Experience or Blend of many Myriad Feelings!!!

Once in life, you fall in love with someone. It might be temporary, might be at wrong time and might be with the wrong person. But as love looks for no time, no place, it only happens, you can’t question it at all. Love is an indeed nice thing ever happen to someone but what if your love is one sided. You love that person but he does not love you, or you don’t even know if he loves you. That is the situation of an unreciprocated love and unrequited love or untold, unuttered love, whatever the case might be. And many of us go through the same state of life.

No one knows when loves start, how it nurtures and how it grows and eventually how it grows cold. You are a happy go lucky person today and the very next day you come across a person by any of means, either through a common friend, in a social meet or through the online surfing. You get attracted to this person without even realizing that you are blowing in his/her thoughts. Seconds, minutes, hours and days pass away and you incline towards this person with no intention, with no clue at all. And the time comes when you start realizing that you are in love. In every thought of yours, in your dreams and even in your every heart beat the person gets his/her space. This one-sided love is twofold affair. In some cases, you are the centre of that one sided love or in some other, you fall for someone. Though in the first case, you might feel privileged that you are being loved by someone, it is equally painful experience like second one when you are the subject of one-sided love. Denying someone’s proposal might be easy for any of us but it equally carries the same pain inside. Well, keeping the other point sided; let’s come to the second case. How would you feel, if you are denied by someone or in case if you are not even able to let the person know about your love to him. The situation is indeed excruciating and more dramatic as well. 
 

Love happens, no doubt it does. It is exceptionally hard to opt intentionally with whom, where, how and when. It is next to impossible that you can shun one sided love. Being trapped in this cage is itself very sad and bad. And what if it is your first love? Despite the fact how it starts, how it goes on and how it ends up, one sided love eventually takes you in to the one of the most painful misery of life. It is one of the cruelties of life that leads many of us in unwanted and undesired and unseen trails.

Then there might be two choices. Either you let that person know about your love or you stay quiet, waiting for some miracle to happen. For many of you it may look like that uttering your love to your beloved and getting the answer, no matter it is positive or negative gets you take away the pain, hammering you daily. But, no, letting know him/ her and getting the negative response, as he/ She does not feel like this, she/ he never thought this way breaks you inside and your so called dream shatters with no sound. And for the day, two or more, your life just gets stuck on the moment, with no idea of moving where and how further. The second case, when you are not going to say that love anyway to him/her, is equally or even more agonizing. The moments, when you know that you love that person, you want to embrace him/her, you want to spend your life with him.  But the pity thing, you can’t even express your love. 

That is the situation of unuttered one-sided love!!!

And here is a short story of that untold one-sided love. One sided love that has been led nowhere until now. Keep reading, will it could ever be uttered to beloved or akin to every 2nd love story on earth, this love story too will get vanished without even getting a start.

....... Continued

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Is love there or is it Just a Dream soon to be Broken

Is love an illusion
or it’s a obsession exists in heaven

Is it something to reap
or it is nurtured with each impelling heart beat!!

Does this really happen itself?
or
things compose it to happen?

Yes I heard
love does exist
but why it is not visible?

if love means you
why you are not reachable?

If love means your imaginings always
than
why do not you appear in real?

If love means you behind the closed eyes
than
why my vision is week to see you in open eyes?

A lot of queries waiting to be responded
but a response is always unspoken or even betrayed.

Diminishing memories of past would I soon forget

Or

Secluded and lonely I will be waiting whom I never met?

Where do I go where do i turn
For the love that I frantically yearn!

Crumpling with each passing flash,
Will I ever find you, i don’t know
The despair and pain casing every episode of life,
Taking my breath way with each ephemeral blow!!

The verity of all this is thus far to be seen
As for the moment i can feel you only in dream!!!

You made me alone or was I Unaccompanied Before & Always.??

Once having the sparkling eyes bursting with smiles

I was the happiest person

With no pain of being alone within!

Contended i was all the way round

Certainly not shouted in soreness, never yell in trepidation!!!

Then you came or illusion I felt,

Things I enjoyed or you used me for fun!

First you made me feel elevated

Then why you left me betrayed and broken hearted.

Without asking me you contemplated me all right

Without even caring you found my pretended face fine!!!

Don’t be deceived by my face or my acts

As you have no idea

What is life, filled with pain?

Delimited by darkness, despair and inundated with disgrace

Its life of clamours with no one to blame!!

I live in a place that is yet unseen

Holding all the traumatized dreams

With no end in sight

I abode in a dream with no hope for fulfillment

I live a life without any bit of excitement

My life is full of sorrow with each day filed with misery

I breathe a life with broken heart and despair!!!

But

Damn

You never realize and you won’t ever do

My life is mine alone, and I have to admit it too

I will be the person with seclusion more and more

 With no one there to hear my cries that will last evermore!!!