Blurred path & Dilemma are hard to Beat

Vague shadows
superfluous yet once dreamt paths
so messed up life
with no thirst to go beyond.

A cycle with no axis

A design with no edge

A map with no site

A mind with no thought

A feeling of indecision is driving me harebrained

A feeling of scepticism is making me mislay the curb

The pain or happiness that

I sensed ago

Is impairing me hundred times more

And

Puzzled, perplexed, baffled my soul

Is forced to enjoy my mystifying equations

Bothered with every surrounding

It is feeble to cope against.

A big perplexity between mind & heart is

 Almost taking my breath away

As

Favouring heart over mind points me irrational

And going with mind over heart projects me pragmatic

Tired, looser, sluttish and exhausted, me

Can’t move further anymore,

No idea where to lead

I am looking for my own demolition

Things seems like assorted island

 I can see but I can’t touch

There is a heated wish to close all the ways

With burning desire to destroy all the trails

Yet perhaps somewhere I want to move LL

Conceivably from temptations of life, I must abstain

I close my eyes and pray to lord to defend me

From all the dilemmas, all the sadness and all the pains!!!